The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord.
Psalm 37:23i will be honest and say this is an awkward blog to write. i want to do my best to express my heart.
i have purposed in my heart to follow the Lord. i made a commitment several years ago to be an "at all cost" Christian. meaning: no matter where, no matter when, no matter the cost. i will honestly admit that i haven't always been so quick to be obedient...but i put my 'yes' on the table a long time ago. and i left it there for good.
the Lord made it clear that He wanted me to follow Him to cairo. so many of you have been on this journey with me since the beginning. on may 27, i boarded a plane and headed to the middle east. on june 17, i boarded a plane headed for tulsa.
it was an easy 'yes' to go...but not so easy to follow Him home. for health reasons, i simply could not stay in cairo. there was no guarantee that things would get better, and He brought me home to heal and recover. as i boarded the plane in cairo, i cried...truly feeling as though i had failed. as i poured over scripture and truly sought the Lord, He reminded me that He was directing my steps. i may have failed in terms of my own plans...but i followed Him, and that is not failure.
i have been home for 5 days, and have appreciated my family. i have wonderful people who love me and support me and only want the best. my health continues to be an issue, but i have a great doctor and incredible prayer support. please continue to pray for me as i remember that HE is the Great Physician and rely on His strength in each moment.
i may have landed in tulsa, but i assure you, the journey is not over. i have found myself on one of the most exciting, stretching, crazy, unexpected adventures. the Lord is working in my heart and in my life, and i am so excited at what He is doing! He is moving in the nations...and that includes THIS nation! i have sought to know His heart for His people...and He so quietly reminded me that my neighbors are included.
i cannot hold in all He is doing. i will continue to journal through His teachings and to shout from the rooftops what He is whispering so sweetly to my heart. your support has meant so much up to this point...feel free to follow along as the journey continues. i'm so excited for what He has.
(PS there is a video...a really really humorous video...that should be posted this week. be prepared. i danced.)